so many things happened lately , how everyone showed their true colors .
Amanda , you have to watch your back and not be naive and oblivious to this harsh evil world .
i need to stop living in the well protected bubble of mine .
i never did anything to harm her .
neither do i know whats going on .
i dont know if i've changed .
all i know , even though we aren't really friends anymore . Im still playing my part as being her friend .
defending her when asked about .
i dont even get why i do them .
whats the point of telling those who asked me about her that
" oh nothing she is just going through a hard time "
" nothing is wrong with her "
why continue when she has said so many mean things.
i know i dont even need to defend her , and she doesn't need it .
But i guess deep down inside, i miss her as a friend .