i tear my heart open , just to feel.

sometimes i wish sadness didn't exist. 

i want my life to be filled w laughter , joy and peace.

i just want to cry and let my feelings out to who ever speaks t me 

but i know i will have to keep it to myself , or either let bryanyeo or zoe know about it. 

sometimes i just feel like crying even when im not upset.

i love to cry , i dont know why . 

): 

i guess when im feeling down and low 

cry out to God 

cuz ' he will know . 

things will be different soon , i can feel it coming . 

more tears . 

thats all i can say