my 18th is less than a month away , i've got no idea what to do . i dont think i'll enjoy this year's celebration . there is nothing t be happy about anyway . sigh .
lester planned the baow tango chalet on my birthday itself . should i go or not to go? im looking forward to the day out w volleyball clique though , which is a day after my birthday . sigh .
truthfully , i wish i didn't have a birthday