HI WEN [:
in the com lab now [: i am famish !!!!!!!!! completing my decision making , looking at the BEEAAUTIFULL PRETTY DELICIOUS MOUTH WATERING FINGERLICKING YUMMY PICTURES! im hungry! dang it .


oh no oh no meet the parents session tmr , and i am suppose to let my mom sign the papers today. latest today night :o (DDAY) i guess i will be bestfriends with the text books , guide books & assessment books during the june 'break' . sigh .


im hungry.

charis , andrea and amanda (:
lunch with jj , mits , ian and minji was FUN (: MACS :D CLB group :D couldn't stop laughing like madcows. hhahahaha. will post up the story soon :D how GIRL A met BOY/GIRL B . LOL! because of nuggets and fries . gosh , should have filmed the romantic scene down! wasted.
xoxo

today i had awesome fun , first it started with the whole BFF thing . lol now shinzz , cass , zoe , princessssss No.1 , anotherrrr princess No.2 ( i think some of you kknwww who i am talking about ) HAHAHAH . all of us INCLUDING BRYAN HU ( BESTFRIEND! ) we are all in the BFF CLUBZZZZ! HAHAHAH . ya bryanhu has dont know how many bestfriends. HHAHA . I JUST TOOK THE QUIZ , " you know you love bryan hu " and i got 100% AHAHAHA . couldn't stop laughing when we were discussing what kind of questions should be in the quiz [: check it out :D


afterrr school , walked in the heavyrain to the busstop. walked in the rain with jerold to COOS for shelter.
jerold : eh wait , i check if i have umbrella
manda : OMGGGG I AM GONNA KILL YOU !
jerold : wait la , i not sure have anot
manda: I GOT DRENCHED AND NOW YOU TELL ME YOU HAVE AN UMBRELLA!
jerold : hahahah , i dont have la , then why will i be so stupid to walk in the rain if i have umbrella
manda: okay fine , you got away with it this time .
jerold : * suddenly opens his eyes wider* EH I FOUND MY UMBRELLA
manda : OKAY I AM GONNA KILL YOU.
jerold : joking la . haha kenna trick again.


HAHAAHAHA . yeahhhhh , got friggin drench top to toe. headed to town to meet my two sisters , charis (en ling) and andrea(en rui) :D (: hahahaha , girls day out , jadon ( en yi ) not included. when into all our usual [: Zara , pull & bear etc. (: tried on clothes and stuff.
i dont know why i keep seeing this blue shirt [; and i am starting to be in love with it . hmmms . charis jie , you should know what i am talking about (: HAHAHA :D okay howhowhow should i get it ? its dang nice . HAHAHAHA. pair it with my heels? i think it'll look sweeeet. anyway manage to get my jeans , used the zara voucherrr given by MOMMYY SIM to pay part of it (:
went nuts at topshop , all three of us , (175 tall girls ) trying on 3inch and higher heels (: HAHAH. totally fun :D starrrrrrbucks :D


ilovetoday's outing ;D mom didn't scold :D dinner at astons again . im practically having it everyday for dinner .superrrrrtired.
the smell of fear still lingering in my heart , countdown to the parent teacher meeting .
the only meeting i dread most ]:


dear , i hope ya feeling better . love you both tons. HUGS!

im still snacking on doughnuts at this hour , i went nuts just now over doughnuts . overloading the tray with it , $ 10 worth of doughnuts from fourleaves , heh heh , all of them for me myself and i . was trying to finish up choosing of recipes for FN , then i realise i didn't know how to make steamrice. lol. i guess now i know why i keep picking western dishes or pasta [:
ah mah cheng , if you are reading this , stop laughing [: HAHAH


BRYAN HU MING SHENG ( bestfriend ) YOU OWE ZOE AND I CARBONARA WITH TONS OF BACON FOR OUR BIRTHDAY PRESENT (: & movie marathon , guitar lessons , basketball game , chillin etc


JOEY CHENG YU YING ( my beloved grandmother ) YOU OWE ME SALMON PEPPER RICE!! (: YOUR GRANDDAUGHTERS BIRTHDAY PRESENT LEH! [:

" i looked in the rear view mirror , blood streamed down my cheeks from my eyes , i tried to wipe it away but there wasn't anything . the driver just got out of the vehicle and it drove on its own.I looked in the rear view mirror , i saw you , i smiled politely & you returned it. who are you? ."

dang , should i get the pair of heels i saw or the jeans? i need andrea to help me deicide then. hope i will be able to make a trip down to town asap & will be heading to my usual shops [: & i've got vouchers to spend :D happy much [: im so not looking forward to meet the parents session ]: i am dead meat , my mum already got fuming mad when i told her about the results ( those that i passed ) , how am i suppose to tell her i flunk humans and math.i think i will be seated farfarfarfar awway from her during the meeting so that she wont sent her palm flying towards my cheeks , 'imprinting' me . scary? yes. i swear it'll happen since it has already happened before.For those who have seen it before.im scared , can i not be present??

aft FN today ,

unknown caller : hello , i called before about the interview.

me : what ? huh? you called the wrong number

unknowncaller: no cannot be , i was given this number

me : no seriously you called the wrong number .

unknowcaller: i am calling about the interview , is this a private company or home number?

me : ( i seriously didn't know what to say ) er you got the wrong number ,im a student.

unknowncaller : you are a student working at the company?

me : ( nearly fainted ) i am a student & this is the wrong number .

unknowncaller : oh i think i got the wrong number

me : -.-

this is another conversation i wouldn't want to have again . so frustrating and annoying .

for uli : pray about it girl (: if god answered my prayers about the same situation you are in, he will answer yours too (: have faith :D trust in him , im sure things will work out fine [:

i guess i will have to pray about something else , i really got no mood anymore . You're not making it any easier anyway.

careeerrrr talks all day in school yesterday , bolt ( movie ) in the hall , stanley bryan and i were lying on the floor , manage to catch some shut eye , so did zoe dearrrr [: seven eleven with bryan , wanted to buy the whole shop , didn't know why i was famish . hahah decided to try the already pack tuna w cheese pizza. astons with sirhan and bryan. hahah . laughed so hard when sirhan told us what happened at the hawker. ridiculous man. then sirhan just had to get me started on BOYS OVER FLOWERRRR. hahaha just like the day before ( thursday ) minji got me started on boys over flower when we went home together . its already a great improvement already okay. then kept smiling to myself wheneverrr i thought of junpyo , jihu & yijeong LOL! THEY ARE SO SO CUTEZZZ! i had tuition tuition :D then went to buy back dinner from astons , amos and marcus the nerd , aka clarkken , came and i had my dinner with two of them playing on their guitar . lol . free entertainment. veronica is dang hilarious ! (: HAHHAH was trying to tell her something and she said love you back (: HHAHAHAH :D:D:D:D
no matter what happens , i will not let anything shake my faith [:


can't wait to bump into zoe later [: HAHA see you my dearrr.


for that special someone :D : darling bbf are you alright ? please do cheerup , i really dont know what happened yesterday . dang , where is your phone !!???!! loveyou truckloads! xoxo <3

im tired & kris won [:

yijeong (: (Kim bum )

ji hoo ( kim hyun joong ) :D:D:D:D

goo junpyo ( lee min ho )

HAHAHAHAH:D okayy they may not look cute here but you should watch the show , totally addictive , wonder why korean shows are addictive , well its because of their roles that they play in the show which makes them HOTTER & CUTE :D

i am head over heels now :D i think there are only 25 long episodes?

i am still looking for haje's pictures though. now its time for my long awaited gossip girls.

i can't believe it , timtim has alr finished season 2.dang it.

sorry for the delay , hahaha , i know uli is dying to see what happened on my birthday , well , i wasn't feeling myself on friday night even though i had an enjoyable time at MBV playing ball w wenwen & the clique plus basketballers , ernest (!!) , collin and rest. but the fun i had was uneasy fun. terrible feeling i've ever had , went home with xings & nic . After washing up and all , went downstairs to meet YEONGSHIHUI ( GRANDMOTHER !!! ) , jiarong , xings & shei's brother . watched them savour their dinner at Astons (?!) (: i miss you grandmother ! tons infact!!! (:

headed to ridgewood w sis for combine youth rally.played captain's ball , lil bit of basketball and my first time at tennis (: (: (: HAHA , so ya , decided t turn in early , infact at 10.30 . i really wasn't at my best , didn't feel like doing anything but just lay in bed & try to sleep it off . anyway thanks bestfriend for entertaining my call so late in the night & trying to hear what i was trying to say through all those tears, needed to cry real badly , needed my sister most actually , someone in person to hug me .

THANKS FOR ALL THE MSGES ( THAT KEPT ME AWAKE TILL 1AM ) , WISHES , PRESENTS! , COMPANY & HUGS :D

wasn't excited or anything the next morning ( saturday ) , yeah first time , on my birthday , i wasn't feeling happy at all , infact cancelled my plans with primary school clique & really felt like staying home till edge started . but thankyou guys for insisting and persistantly wanting to meet up . love you! (: actually what brightened up my day when wenwen text saying she could come and meet us (: (: (: I LOVE YOU DEAR ! :D you can ask bryan how elated i was (: yeah , so i decided to spend my birthday as a small outing out shopping before edge. thanks for the cake guys :D went for edge and thankyou bestfriend for tolerating the pain in your knee to come for my church service (: really appreciated it :D

yesyes the sermon did speak to me again , now i get what they mean by god has his timing , and that the sermon sometimes may not be for you but for for some of them in the congregation who needs it , and well , this week's sermon was for me [: got surprise with a birthday 'cake' made from fries and nuggets [: [: HAHAHAHAHA with candles on top :D thankyouguys ;D

mum came to fetch us , andrea , andre , bryan and i (: to anchor point to meet up w freda cindy and darryl (: dined at jack's place (: manage to give freda a visit[: OH AND LIKE YOU SAID CINDY DEAR (: YOU GUYS WILL CHEEERRR ME UP AND YOU GUYS DID (: was laughing like a mad pig [: opening my presents & over the conversations .

agenda for that night was to laugh till i chase people dining there out (: HAHAHAH :D:D ya and i did (: no luh , cause we were like the last ones to leave (: oh thanks mummy for paying for our meals [; & being so patient with me (: mom sent everyone back , last was bryan , hahahhhahah

that pig was happily curled at the backseat hugging my bear and sleeping!!!! (: HAHAHAHA

went home to watch BOYS OVER FLOWERRRR till 3 am (:

sunday , church service (: went for lunch with veronica , marcus , andre , mark & samuel at marina. mum sent us all there (: HAHAHAah , everyone had to watch boys over flowers in the car (: HAAHAH veronica !!! THE KOREAN GUYS SUPER HOT RIGHT? HAHAHAHA

lunched at ryiochi(?!) i can't remember the spelling :D talked about ghost , spirits etc . gosh man , the stories veron told gave me chills and goosebumps , like when she said her friend had scratches on her hand , i had goosebumps on my hand etc . HAHAHAH then boys over flowers back home again (: HAHAHAh watched till 5 plus (: then slept till 7 , continued till 8 again (: didn't even study , was studying till andrea came back to tell me something which got me FUMING MAD , ANNOYED and IRRITATED. couldn't get it off my mind .yeah if i fail my science mcq , its all because of that . everything seems so ironic.

was friggin sleepyyyyyy ): couldn't stay awake during my science mcq & chinese paper. and the chinese paper became so hard! ): omgosh .die man , cannot be complacent alr for clb. lunch w MINJI dear and mitsuaki :D HAHAHAHAH . okayy the entire time , before and after each paper , i couldn't stop talking about JUNPYO , JIHOO , YISEONG AND JAHE! OMGOMGOMGOM SO CUTEEE!!!! HAHAHAHAHAH . then at mac , had mac spicy . HAHAHAH minji and mitsuaki were waiting to see me cry eating it (: HAHAAH , oh and minji taught me a few korean sentences (: HAHAH walked back to school w her and headed to the music room to meet joey , shanice joy and yanling (: HAHAHAh watched them dance , joey and i joined in a little (: mum came to fetch me and HOME TO WATCH BOYS OVER FLOWERS AGAIN (: HAHAHAHAH HOTNESS . in the evening headed to joel's house for a game of tennis . HAHAHAAH veronica and i were laughing and going crazyyyyy (: i amazingly didn't get any muscleaches (: AHAHAH . haato icecream home :D

the entire time i stayed home today , to finish up with BOYS OVER FLOWERS . have been watching from 9 am to 7 pm (: HAHAHAHA YEAH I FINISH EVERYTHING ALREADYYYY (: its dangdangdang cool . no more edwardcullen , now there is jihoo ( kim hyun joong ) , goo junpyo ( LEE min ho ) and yijeong . HAHAHAH :D:D:D:D:D SO CUTEEEEE!! they are tall too ! (: [veronica not bad right? ] HAHAHAHAh

so overall , thanks for the gifts cards wishes and for some of those for being my listening ear.

more peekchas up next time :D

andre you had better not upload that unglam video.

i think among all the papers taken so far , i am pretty contented w english , ain't that nerve wrecking as compared to the rest . aft the paper , headed to mac w beibei , timtim , huhu , stanstan and jerold . xings , ernest (!!!) darren and mahe came. HASHBROWN W MAPLESYRUP ROCKS OKAY! by end of this year , i am gonna make the whole clique like maplesyrup w hashbrown. went home w xings.

slept for 1 hour - planned by xings

went downstairs t get lunch from eston's

met xings at his block to study , was busy killing ants instead . it got rather humid then headed to the market t study.ghimmoh market is kinda peaceful ater lunch hour , it will be totally deserted.studied from 2 to 7.30pm (: YESYES for that long . HAHAHAH

what we did there .

1) xings would start singing aft every 5 mins , chased him away over to the next table .

i STILL could hear him sing . HAHAHAHA

xings: eh what is the meaning of facist?

manda: OH NO , crap i dont know .* searchs tb frantically

xings : eh dont have the meaning

uncle from table next table : facist means that country thinks its more superior than others. * elaborates.

xings & i WERE SHOCK. HAHAHAHAA

2) dominic popped by , he scared me and SERIOUSLY literally made me jump out from my seat

been a superduperlong time since i've seeeeeen the baldpoliceman ( dont kill me if u see this ) okay luh not really policeman.

3) both our moms came to spot check on us . HAHAHAHAHAHAH

4) got tattoo-ed all over my arm w chem . i nearly got scolded and took a long time just to scrub everything off.

i think only this xings will get

- c-i/spa

-n-s

-cl-s/LS

-s-s/LBC

-s-ide-i/spa

he made me memorise everythinggggggg

gosh i still can remember , metal + acid = salt + hydrogen etc

5) i think studying at the market will make me fat , munching constanting on food plus drinks.

bakedpotato , cheekueh etc.

TODAY

i've got no comments for both history and chem. i had better not flunk it ): although i am not too sure about my chem ): SIGH .aft both papers , went to the com lab for NE quiz. HAHAHA

everyone kinda dreaded it and found it lame at first , BUTBUTBUTBUT . HAHAHA it was kinda ... interesting and fun and i realise i dont know much about singapore. HAHA(: build buildings , get more land blablablablabla.

best question that i ask bryan .: singapore flag got how many stars.......

went next door for MJ's birthday celebration iniciated by fid (: SO SWEET!!!!! HAHAHAHAH

wen: KISS KISS KISS.

fid: okayy luh , later.

fid : kisses mj's forehead*. HAHAHAHAH

bryan & gab : EHHHH PROTECT THE CAKE!!!!

minji and i : looks at aud and laugh *

then realising both guys meant something else ( inside joke )

subway for lunch , didn't have the appetite.but the company was great (: gossiped a lil ?

waited for minji and fei to finish their sandwiches :D walked back together w them.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH hilarious man. miss going back to gm w them ):

xoxoxoxo

w loads of love.

manda

i totally screwed my SS and E math paper , with 5 mins left to complete part B) of my seq , when the question of friggin easy. dang it . should have attempted my SEQ first , had a throbbing headache when E math paper 1 started then it continued over to the paper 2 . really strong feeling i am gonna fail E math , never failed any E math examination paper in my whole entire life , i guess this will be my first ): lunch w wen stan and bryan did cheer me up though. esp dear wenwen (: thankyou so much dear so being such an awesome listener (: tuition and amos came over early . like 3 hours early? went on lookbook , and started ranting to him , how i wish i could wear this and that , but no i cant cause i will be labelled ahlian.hahaa. then pointed to him the different heels i wanted , HAHAHA amazingly he shared his points and perceptions . HAHAHA

( i seriouly now dont mind having amos as my brother in law ) [ PLEASE DONT TELL ANDREA THIS ] i dont think she'll know about it unless someone like joelneo will tell her i blogged about it . so anyway , yeah andrea came in and joined us . had astons for dinnerrr , i think the 3 of us went a lil high :D

Net as usual was awesome , worship never felt so real before , a different feeling i felt , so different but warm . his presence there was so strong. thats why i love worship . thus i know my god is ever so real in my life . i love you.

saturday

woke up extremely early , went to meet zoe dearr at clarkquay , first time ever was i early (: earlier then the time agreed to meet , a rare sight indeed. headed down to homeclub again for the flea. well to me , the flea was relatively good , slightly better? i guess because it wasn't that crowed and i could slowly look at all the clothes . the next time i am going down to a flea , i am gonna get accessories. my cupboard is alr bursting w clothes , most i hardly wear too :D i got my mum a card , ( will take a peekcha of it ) . zoe and i going nuts over lil items (: spend $45 bucks in total . zoe is really lucky to get her hands on super cheapbuys (: i think she spent $55? yeah :D bump into minji and michelle at BK [: chatted etc & there it was time to go home , didn't even have time to go study !!!!!! dang it :D well i had a swell time with you dearrrr :D

ohohoh beibei :D we bought you something :D hope that you'll like it (:

( zozozozozozozo peekchas! )

quickly rushed home w my heavyheavy bag . rest and had to go meet relatives for mother's day and birthday celebration at westlake. chillicrab is still isn't as good as the one at longbeach , i think longbeach totally owned! AHAHAH (: i dont know why , but i think i went highhighhigh.

i entertained jon w all the pokemon naming thingy , like i would name those pokemon in his DS . i normally wont entertain him but decided t be nice to him for once (: over at aunts house , i went totally nuts , started to wear the oversized spects and tied shoelace across my forehead , smeared cream over my lips and walked around w a gun infront of my relatives . yeah a 16yearold acting like a kid (: worse than a kid actually . cousins followed too (:

SUNDAY

had to make myself a moustache for the roleplay of Noah . HAHAHAHA unglam and embarrassing much . lol !! luckily its just meant for the eyes of the 3 to 6 year old kids (: so adorable , and i will upload pictures asap (: yes i will obey the lord's word :D

went w andre to meet darryl to study (: at anchorage :D AHAHAHA studying by the poool .

yesyes , two geinuses teaching me chemchemchem. i think i made them go nuts . HAHAA

then the guys making me jealous at how they could sit in different postions but i couldn't cause i was wearing a friggin skirt ): dang it . aft 4 hours later i think . CINDY CAME DOWN! LIKE FINALLY!!!! HAHAHAHAH (: studied a lil .

mom fetched me at 7 , headed to CCK to fetch andrea. HAHAHAH . omgggggggg super drama .okay a number of things happened but i dont wish to type it out here.

TODAY

HAPPYBIRTHDAYTO IAN ANG SHI JUN!

i think i've known you all my life!!!!! HAHAHAA like for 15 to 12 years now? thanks for being a loudspeaker and annoying the shat out of me all the time ! (: and for a great friend and a pal :D :D :D

I LOVE HER HEELS (: HAHAHA, shall i take a picture of my oxfords , so you babes will know how it actually looks like , instead of admiring it from far (: OHOHOHOH im looking for a pair of shoes , but i really dont know how to describe it? .congrats to my daughter joy [: dont think she'll want me to state the reason :D TAKE A BOW DEAR!

xoxo

im tired and exhausted , not remembering having a goodnights sleep this whole entire year,
not once will i not dream , my brain is constantly working [ but not working cause of studies :D ]
i just want to have a night without dreams , not waking up to the familiar nightmares .


thanks zoe & wen for those hugs yesterday [: i needed it alot . & for ligui who wanted to run an errand and ask me to tag along , but in the end meeting up with CINDY :D:D:D:D:D again :D
the endless conversations we had [: jumping from one topic to the other , goodoldtimes (: catching up [: the 3 of us wanted to study , but for like 4 hours straight? we were chatting away.
if not there will be 1 minute of silent , where we go back to our work , the next min we are talking again (: thanks dear , you made me feel better too [:


facebook , bloghopping , and blogshopping are addictive.


Lord, give me strength .Guide me through this period of time , i want my results to glorify you.

xoxo.
i had better get started with studying asap.

hello joy here:)
I'M HER DAUGHTER :O

chem class today totally slipped my mind until this morning at 9 when i woke up because of the constant vibration of my phone , receiving tons of text msges on where class is ? are you going for chem? etc , then i remembered there was chem at 9.wenwen was also at home , she got a cab and picked me up and off we went , the trip there was rather entertaining , a chatty taxi driver . HAHA.


but ( sidetrack a little ) when i was leaving the house .

DAD: do you need me to send you?
ME: NO!
DAD: WHY? you going to meet your boyfriend is it?
ME: YA HOW YOU KNOW? WEN IS PICKING ME UP (:
mum : * was smiling away.


i learnt something or two at chem today , headed down with the girls[: to IMM . At mos burger , we started talking about the swine flu ,like it has already struck hongkong if i am not wrong ,all the natural disasters etc .and one question wen asked,
where will we go after we die.then questions and answers from the girls started pouring in.
i dont know , but i think i have a new fear . fear of the future , what will happen when i grow up , what will i be doing? where will i land myself ? what will happen tmr? what kind of college or poly will i enter with my lousy results . i really dont know how to explain this but , i guess i will leave everything to God. everything that happens , happens for a reason right? what purpose does God have for me? i guess i will just look forward to today's edge service .
yeah , got one more thing to pray about ! (: HAHAHA

xoxo.

oh gosh , had a little chat with sis about how i wish i could wear certain stuff out etc and not getting labelled an "AH LIAN" , with singapore humid and climate , it narrows down on what i can wear . Plus with my height , i would really love to wear heels out all day , my oxfords and i but i guess it wont do , cause my mom will be the first to ask , are you going for a fashion show?
i would very much want to wear like the girl in the picture above , but that wont do in singapore.
its FRIGGIN humid , having a beads of perspiration streaming down my neck and forehead the moment i step out of the house.in fact i don't really mind , BUT , i will get even more stares from the everyone else , thoughts like ' why is she wearing like that ?' ' its not even winter/cold.' . Like as if i dont already get enough stares for being so tall ( kinda use to it though ) . TALL GIRLS you have to agree with me on this one here : whenever someone looks at you , they will slowly look at what your wearing on your feet , to check whether are you wearing heels or not.


soyeah , i dont think i will be able to survive my MYE . visited Mr.Doc yesterday and he gave me a total of 5 different medication to take , 4 out of 5 will cause drowsiness . oh and i have so called taken the first 3 types of antibiotics and he gave me a new set of antibiotics which apparently is from another set of 'family' , a WAYWAYWAY much stronger one . OH DANG IT . the first 3 have no effect on me . sigh.


will continue next time

xoxo